alter-ego, not so much

many times there were
when she didn't know who she was
looking among the old stuff she could find, nothing felt familiar
all the photos,and text messages just made it impossible to wake up

and so she tried to creat a new person
and almost succeeded
gladly she didn't,gladly i say..

and so someone great came along...
too bad his timming wasn't as great as he...too bad i think
he had everything to offer
she had no ability to receive

he opened his arms and heart
she remained closed,unavailable,cold, he might say
cold, he said

through out a conflit of opinions and feelings
things were said,sadly there's no way to take them back.
friendship fell apart...but,was it ever really there?
no she thinks...no,i say

today they say hello as if they've first met at the elevator
things will change she knows...she hopes..
thinks are changing,in fact...
she can feel it...i can see it

and that day will come
that day they had talked about will come...i hope...
that day when they'll meet and hug as old friends will come
and when that day comes...things will just be perfect...as she wishes
things will be perfect between them...and as i wish,between us.


khaly